I guess in this case, it's better to have said "I love you" and lost than never to have said "I love you" at all. The Mistresses of the Masters. I moved on. It is a long haul, but sometimes I am actually glad for where the relationship with the MM took me, as I might not have ever recognized that First EU was actually me!
And go see a psychologist ASAP to sort this one out. The two subtle ones though i.
Also, if you struggle with eating issues, the last thing you need is a boyfriend who will put down your physical appearance. We concealers of naturalness! The warmth and kindness that beam from his features will astonish those hasty psychologists who have never divined that behind the destroyer is the creator, and behind the blasphemer the lover of life.
Susan James from Pink Wedding Days tell us If you feel more comfortable in a maxi dress, messy bun, and mascara, go for it.